Oh my god. This is. At first I wasn't sure if this would be my type of story, circus and all since a lot of them fall short. (There's only been one other in the kh fandom that I've enjoyed as immensely as this.) It was so believable, I got complete pulled into the story. I love love love Dean's character and all the paralleled to how things actually happened. Like, it made sense. I am just praying and keeping my fingers crossed that maybe some day the muse will strike you again and you'll do cut ins of stuff that happened between or expand more on Dean and Cas finally getting over stuff and just oh. <3 Beautiful story.